yawn

Well I'm sitting in the lounge with John who is in his own little world listening to music or something. Everyone else just left for class. Craig was here a few minutes ago and damn he looks cuter than normal!I honestly wish he'd stop being a dork and want to go out with me. Things between Lloyd and I are going soooooo strangely lately that I don't know what I want to do with that. Between my hectic schedule and Lloyd's work schedule we don't have time to see each other anymore. All we do is talk online or on the phone. Which will once again be the case tonight since he won't get home from work until 9:30ishI get to see Craig every day that I am at school and he is just sooooo cool. Yeah he's alot younger than I am but SFW? I really wish we could be more than friends. But that is his decision, I don't know why he changed his mind. I mean all we did was kiss once!!!Damn.