i hate being me

Right now I'm hanging out in the lounge with John and Phoebe. They are gonna be heading to class in a few though. I'm sitting here putting on a good pretend happy face when in reality I just wish I could temporarily check out of my life and be someone else for awhile.I absolutely hate school right now. There is only 3 weeks left of the term and I feel like I'm gonna crash and burn. I don't know if I'll make it the next three weeks. The teachers are up my ass and I really can't stand it. I hate my internship. The people are cool people but I don't do shit there. I feel like I haven't learned crap. I sit in my internship class today and hear yet again of 2 people who got hired from their internship.I am in just a shitty mood and have no one I can talk to about this. I mean my parents won't give a shit. Dad's in California this week and mom couldn't care less. I am still resentful that they won't come to my graduation on Aug 21st. At least Lloyd said he won't miss it!Well I could go on for a year about how shitty I feel but it won't make things any better.