some people.......

Every had one of those days when you are fed up with someone but at least not to a point where you want to disown them? I'm having one of those days. One of my friends has been acting awful strange as of late. I mean they seem to be slowly disassociating themself from our little "group" of friends. I know I'm not the only one to notice it either. They appear to have a new set of friends that they like to hang out with rather than us.It's sort of ok cuz one of them used to be in our group too but the other one came out from virtually nowhere and she's certainly strange to put it bluntly. I used to think she was kinda cool but now I just have no opinion. But still the fact that it's like we don't exist when this person is around is slowly starting to piss several of us off. I know this to be true cuz I have been told the same thing by at least one other person and he agrees with me. Oh well, we don't go to nursery school so we can't exactly baby-sit anyone but still it kinda sucks.Anyhowz, Dad is home now. I am QUITE disappointed to find out that while Dad was in Cali, it was decided that he will no longer be in charge of the entire East Coast anymore. He is only in charge of the East Coast down to Virginia and Eastern Canada. So there goes any chance of him going to HAVE TO go to Orlando anymore. But now I will just have to make sure he takes me to Canada when he goes to Toronto cuz I have never been there and plus I wanna visit my aunt Sandy while there.

*sneeze*

I've been sick for the past two days. It all started while I was at school Tuesday when I had a massive sore throat and then yesterday I was so sick I had to leave my internship 1 1/2 hours early. I am gonna make the hours I missed up on Monday though. I came home and fell asleep and woke up 3 hours later.I feel better today. Still not 100% but at least well enough to go to school.Nothing much else is new. Dad's in Cali till tomorrow night. School is over in 2 more weeks and then vacation till July 12th when I start the Medical Assistant program.I hope I can convince Dad to go somewhere for vacation since he's on vacation from work at the same time. I would really like to go to Orlando or to Fort Wayne to visit Nana. We shall see.

i hate being me

Right now I'm hanging out in the lounge with John and Phoebe. They are gonna be heading to class in a few though. I'm sitting here putting on a good pretend happy face when in reality I just wish I could temporarily check out of my life and be someone else for awhile.I absolutely hate school right now. There is only 3 weeks left of the term and I feel like I'm gonna crash and burn. I don't know if I'll make it the next three weeks. The teachers are up my ass and I really can't stand it. I hate my internship. The people are cool people but I don't do shit there. I feel like I haven't learned crap. I sit in my internship class today and hear yet again of 2 people who got hired from their internship.I am in just a shitty mood and have no one I can talk to about this. I mean my parents won't give a shit. Dad's in California this week and mom couldn't care less. I am still resentful that they won't come to my graduation on Aug 21st. At least Lloyd said he won't miss it!Well I could go on for a year about how shitty I feel but it won't make things any better.

LONG LIVE DUCK HUNT!!!!!

:: how nintendo are you? ::ok admit it.....you probably used to try to shoot the dog like I did right?

Metal rules!!!!!

I'm sitting here watching the premire of "Top 100 Metal Events" on VH1. I've been waiting all month for this show and I almost forgot it was coming on. I remember a lot of these things from my high school days. They just got done showing when Ace Frehley of KISS got electrocuted during a concert in Largo Florida in 1976. He's one lucky mutha that he didn't die that night!I had sooooooo much homework to do today that I've been doing it off and on all day today and I just finally got it done. I am so tired that I think I'm gonna go to sleep now.Nighty night! :)

yay its a long weekend

It's Memorial Day weekend starting at the end of the day today. I don't have to go to my internship on Monday so it truly is a 3 day weekend for me other than having to work at school on Saturday and Sunday.I'm sitting in the lounge and I am freeeeeezing (yes i meant to type so many e's)cuz they don't believe on turning on the damn heat here. They are in the middle of taking out all the vending machines right now. I found out they're gonna paint this room over the weekend and that the vending machines will be back on Tuesday.Not much is going on. Just listening to tunes and hanging out till my class at 2:10.

why can't I do anything right?

I had a job interview with a temp agency today. They have a huge contract with New England Medical Center. They hired me and I will start doing assignments after June 25th when I end this program. I will do assignments while I do the Medical Assistant program. That way I can quit working in the Admissions Department here at school. Ever since Dave T left I have been miserable. The pay is the best I've ever had so that will be tough to give up but as long as the temp agency pays me the same amount or better I'll be good and will have the weekends to myself again! :)The thing that sucks is I called Dad at work and he sounded like I was dumb to take the job cuz I would loose my SSDI benefits if I work too much. He's right but I mean that IS the point--get a regular job so I don't have to rely on SSDI. I don't understand my parents, when I got put on SSDI back in 1996 they were giving me shit and now that I'm trying to get off it they are giving me shit--can't win.*now listening to "Dont Treat Me Bad (acoustic version)-Firehouse*I got my ipod mini on Tuesday. I had to get a blue one cuz there were no pink ones like I originally wanted. Oh well....at least I have one. I am sooooo glad that the store had them. Skipped my classes on Tuesday to go get it but it is sooooo worth it. Very cool. A couple people want to have one now that they've seen it.God damn Fleet Bank stole $$ from me today. I got NEGATIVE $300+ in my account. I THOUGHT I had till the 28th to send them a rebuttal on the MMV situation but here it is the 27th and they took away the $$. Damn Bastards.....gonna have to call them when I get home. MMV went out of business-found out last week. I think I should get my $$ back cuz they never sent me my travel documents. But they lied to Fleet and said I did. They're bastards too....glad they went out of business.Well just hanging out in the lounge till 2pm when I have class.Ciao!